I can really relate to much of what you are talking about. I am also so f*ing tired of what's going on in this world and many times I feel I'm done here with this and I'm ready to leave anytime, as you said it's not fun anymore. The time I have left here on this beautiful planet I spend my time relaxing and doing what I love most which is spending time in nature and growing my food. I learn so much from this and I am so so grateful and feel so much joy spending time in anyway for me this more REAL world. ♥ Thank you for being you and for sharing